Tuesday, November 29, 2005
♥wonderful day!♥
i spent a great day today just slacking around at home. :)with my phat brother and miu.
sort of relived the childhood habits of playing badminton in slippers downstairs after lunch.
it felt great!
my brother: "and we ate alot of junk downstairs!"
hee.. yeah.
i love all the junks we ate!!
miumiu will have to report for work tomorrow already.
heard from him that it's in ayer raja area. (is there such a place?)
hopefully everything will be great for him!
i tink the worse thing is that he has to wake up at around 6 odd every morning.
poor ah daa. :'(
and i can't wait to see him in his uniform!
he looks so darn cute.
different from the usual army boys of course.
hahaha. he is army daa mah~
:p
i can't wait for our bintan trip to come too!
9th to 12th december!
it's going to be terri-terri-terrific! :D :D
meanwhile, i have to work doubly hard to stock up on my vitamin M!
heard that the spa over there is splendid!
i'd love to go there! weeeee-----!!!
i'll be going back this coming friday to sing too!
was really over the moon when xinxu asked if i'd be interested to go back again.
wehehe.. i must perform better this time round!
open myself up.. feel more confident.. and speak up naturally!
grrrrroowww! i can do it!! :D
going ktv with rosaline this wednesday too! *clapclap*
i love ktv-ing! yippee!
but really will miss ah daa. i'll have to wait another 3 days to see him again!
my poor busy miumiu.
*frowns*
we're going ECP together this saturday!
and also to prepare something for yangyang's birthday on sunday!!
little yangyang baby is 4 already!
such a smart 4 yr old baby! *muahs*
i want to have cute babies next time too!
best if they're twins like my ah daa! :D :D
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
♥imm day!! :D♥
went imm with my cuzzies, mom, aunt and miu today! hapy day!hehehe.. we had great great fun trying out all the wigs there. :)
too bad miu didn't come over tonight. sigh..
he's going to start work in army again soon. :'(
gonna miss him. sigh. poor ah miu. next time cannot stick to him like glue now already.
hahaha....
left to right, down:
twin1 (raynald), twin2 (philson), my balding mother. hahaaha...
balding raynald(hahaha), the willy wonka mutant 1, mutant 2.
the horny shit, the ah guah obasan, reindeer boy :)
left to right, down:
raylene and me, miu and i, cuzzies! :)
aunty eating, us!! , us and pretty balloon structure,
raylene and the structure, playground filled with KIDS!, my brudder's obsession. (0) love for pegs
♥music of the night!♥
left to right, down:
xx edwin and i on stage, sidny dear and i, shy sindy dear,
miu and mee, lighted street, mee!,
act cutie pies us!
sang at this pub behind heerens yesterday night.
although it was great experience,
i felt really disappointed with myself.
because i thought i haven't really overcame myself.
to feel at ease and be as matural as myself.
although other than singing, i have to be sort of like an MC,
i was really kinda hard for a wooden block like me. :'(
the singing part was shiok though.
the place is huge, the stage is high, and the system is fabulous!
edwin is a great guitarist
and xinxu had been a great guidance too.
his girlfriend was around to give all of us support too.
and of course, dada came!
though a bit late, (haha) but it was really nice to see him sitting in a corner
sorta telling me that even if noody in that hall wants to listen to me,
he will. :)
i told xinxu i will treat it like a little "probation night" for me.
but now, i think if i really want to be up to standard,
there's alot for me to work on.
like on my showmanship and speech.
sometimes, performing is not just about opening your mouth to sing and sing.
even dada told me that it was in fact more entertaining to see xinxu sing than me.
it was really good advice and feedback dada gave me.
somehow, it allows me to reflect and think of ways to improve myself.
but now. hahaha.. let's see if xinxu even thought of asking me back.
perhaps he'd thought i wasn't good enough. sigh.
but its ok.
i had a great night! :D
and i must thank him even! for giving me such a good opportunity to perform! hehee.
dada and i ran into sindy dear at the Balcony at heerens after tt.
it is a gorgeous place!
i love the furnishing and the overall feeling of that place.
beeeeautihuuuu!! :D :D
it always always feels great to run into her! wehehe.
then we caught "exorcism of emily rose" at cineleisure.
the show miu always wanted to watch. haha.
and i'm so so thankful that the exams are finally over!
HAHAHAHA!!
i had a great night.
will wait for xinxu to send me some more photos of us that night.
and will post them up in time! :D
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
♥ktv with my fave ah miu!!!♥
went ktv with my ah daa yesterday! SOOOOOOO long never go sing song already.and yesterday's session was exceptionally SHIOOOOOKK! weeeeeeeee------!!!!
tomorrow i'm going to start "work" for the first day!
hopefully everything goes on smoothly.
and dada will be coming over to give me moral support too!
HE'S DA BEST!! peeeee!!!
:) :) :)
just now rosaline helped me print out what i needed for tomorrow too!
all thanks to her! if not i'd be dead!
hee..
and its the first time i see her today!
she's one fine lady! keke!
thanks girl!!!! :D
snapshot of ah daa using the computer at my place.....
and my pervertic brother doing godknowswhat to my miu.......
my mom burst out in laughter after i showed her this picture.
lol.
peggy!!! jiayou for work tomorrow!!!!
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
♥my favourite daaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~♥
this is how ah daa look like when he sees me. :D
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
♥back!!! (: (:♥
my blardy exams are finally OVER!!!!hurray! yippeee! weeeeeeee---------!!!!!
sindy dear's exams ended today too!
but no! i'm not ready to go out to spend money yet.
must earn first mah.. hehee..
so i'm going to "smoke" my student again at tuition.
and friday going to perform to earn some money.
looking for some lobangs to pile up more resources for my coming bintan gaigai trip!
hee..
and of course, to make something pretty for dada!
it was mom, mom's best friend, and dada's birthday few days earlier.
mom's celebration was just a mini one at home.
because mom and dad were having a tiff not too long ago,
the atmosphere was kinda weird. sigh. but it still pulled off quite well.
had yummy fresh fish steamboat meal outside together in a rainy evening.
nice.
mommy's best friend's party was held at her huge house.
i din know almost all of mommy's friends were full-time drunkards.
haa. the rack where they put their beverages,
was like 80% alcoholic drinks.
but no i didn't really enjoyed myself there.
although i had a few friends there (mom's friends kids)
but they all brought their "miumius" and their "dadas" along.
so i felt quite lonely.
hahaha..
but my stupid brother had fun running up and down, in the garden,
with the rabbits, with the swings etc.
my time there got more and more miserable as i stayed longer.
mom drinking with her friends in the garden.
and me alone in the living room trying to do some revision
(i ACTUALLY brought work along to a party!!!)
i feel DAMM MISERABLE!
i should have asked miumiu along.
at least we can drink together. and i won't feel so lonely.
hee. (:(:
nevermind, i shall bring him along next time!
selina is a pretty darling i saw there.
she's thai-chinese mixed. so pretty! but a little mischievious!
who would bear to scold this lil angel anyway. :p
it was dada's birthday yesterday.
but no i didn't give him a proper nice pressie.
shame on me right?
because i didn't really had time to go out to shop. plus,
damm broke.
sigh. my parents are having a tiff again now.
and i'm having my exams.
plus i didn't really prepare a gift.
i only gave dada's my precious diary. because i thought its like giving away a part of me.
a little secret no one else have ever been to except for myself.
but apparently, although dada liked the gift,
he seemed quite disappointed too. :""(
sorry daa.....
went over to his place for a lil supper-get-together with his family at night.
because i really didn't want to stay at home.
everyone is screaming at everyone else.
and i really really hate it!!
what is a family when there isn't even respect and trust.
the bare necessity of a blissful family?
i really felt much much better at his place.
at least, for once i felt peace again at "home".
dada was initially at my place with me.
because my last paper is just one day after his birthday
and he insisted that i prepare for it.
and he volunteered to stay at my place to just watch vcd beside me as i mug.
(so sweet, isn't it?)
and the mood yesterday was terrible.
SOOOOO!!!
i've decided to make something really really kickass for my dear.
not for birthday, not for christmas,
but just in the name of love!
(hahaha.. never give nice bday gift still dare to say until like that)
:p
left to right, down:
bro n mom on mommy's bday, mom's 46th, brother!!
selina pretty baby! (: , mommy at her friend's party, mom and her buddy,
mugging at party - disgusting, halfdeadhalfasleep me, miu and heng!
today was great though!
had a filling meal at pasta mania.
we just lurve lurve lurve pasta!
but.. sigh. didn't manage to catch "exorcism of emily rose"
dada has been dying to watch that show.
heard tt its a pretty good film too.
and it haunts sok ser like crazy because she stayed in hostel
and that story happened in a hostel.
hahahahaha...!! poor girl.
luckily i moved out. if not i won't dare to watch it!!! *oppsie*
i had a great day today!
although it has been raining day and night. i felt wonderful beside daa.!
we appeared like glue today!
haha.. STICK together one. wehehe..
will stick together for a long long time. yup!
to end off this entry, here's this adorable baby!!
my friend's niece. she's so so so adorable.
her name is matisse! so darn cutie pie!!! *miuuuu*
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
♥♥
my little pigeons. hee.
sometimes i'll miss those pigeon days quite alot. hee. hope they're all doing well.
and i'm dying for long hair now.
huiling is right.
i'm so dammed fickle minded!
bought this pink panther toiletries bag earlier.
saw it in watsons.
the first moment i saw it! i knew i like it.
i'm cheap goods queen. its only $5.90.
"don't scold me, daa.."
i can bring AALLLL my toiletries to the bintan trip in this trustee bag! wehehe~ (0) love for pegs
♥pancake breakfast! :)♥
yummy pancakes for the morning!!! :)
miumiu and i made love-filled breakfast for ourselves.
and for my mommy too!
its her birthday and we made pretty bear-shaped and heart-shaped pancakes for her.
we brought them to her workplace, and she looks really happy. hehehe...
but i think my parents are having an arguement. sigh.
really quite sad.
my mom's birthday already still want to quarrel.
sometimes when i speak to my dad,
he like bu li bu cai also.
damm sian sian sian.
i think the next important thing in the family after health,
has to be happiness.
and i feel really awful to see my parents like that.
although it is only normal that married couples have a bicker or two once in a blue moon,
it hurts me to see them like this.
miumiu's granny is ill too.
she's a really nice lady!
i can still remember that day, she was laughing away when watching "Cats N Dogs"
hahaha.. there's still a child in everyone i suppose. :)
and she's very funny also.
hope she'll recover really soon! :D (0) love for pegs
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
♥exmas are going to end!! SOON.♥
left to right, down:
dada in the supermarket, daa and me, us again. :)
the supermarket photowhore haha, miu and bro digging in the food!, the gluttons!
us!!, mommy hammy and the baby hammies, the poor hammy being bullied.
its sort of dada's last paper today!!
and we decided to make dinner together at my place.
my parents went out for something.
and we had look after my phat brother.
hee. so miumiu made his yummy pasta.
and me, my useless canned alphabet soup.
hahahaha... it was GREAT dinner!!!!
the baby hammies got their fur already!!!!!
damm cute!
and they can walk around in the cage already! yippeee!
:D
super super happy.
but the brother hammies are always always fighting.
fight until both of them a bit injured already. :"""(
so i had to separate them.
now looking for a new home for them. because the daddie also keep biting them!
do help me look out for possible new homes for the little teenage hammy boys.
:"(
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Monday, November 14, 2005
♥don't flaw mindlessly again.♥
there is a little space in our hearts that we rarely go.it could be because we didn't dare to think about it again.
or because we're not willing to allow ourselves to stumble upon it again.
have you been deeply hurt before?
have you hurt someone badly before?
have you done anything you'll live to regret?
is there someone you've wronged?
when we're so happily embracing what we have now,
we have probably forgotten about what we once said in the past.
when you tell someone you'll love her forever,
how sure are you?
are you very certain that you're willing to spend the rest of your life with
that somebody?
did we flaw only to learn from it and make sure we don't make the same mistakes again?
then how many times can we afford to flaw?
i have to learn how to respect other people more.
and to listen to what they say,
understand what they're doing.
and stop acting childish.
life is so short.
and we shouldn't make careless mistakes to make even shorter.
just some thoughts. :) (0) love for pegs
Sunday, November 13, 2005
♥coming bintan trip!!!♥
so so so excited about the coming bintan trip.! weeee------!!!!!!!!miumiu applied for a chalet in bintan last month for my family.
but my family suddenly backed out, saying that its very dangerous to go indonesia now
all those terrorism stuff and all..
sigh. but never mind, although i can't go with my siaosiao family,
i'll be going there with miumiu and his reccos now!
hahahaha....
its going to be just as fun! :D
these are the baby hammies in my house now.
if sindy is going to see this, she's going to be damm shocked.
haha..
"HOW COME GOT BABIES AGAIN?!"
me lor... i made a mistake..
i thought one of the baby girls was a baby boy and left her with the other male babies when they were born.
so now i don't know if her hubby is her own brother or her own father.. damm.
but its definitely incest.
luckily the babies are fine.
regret to say that i only managed to save 2 of the babies.
the other 5 were bitten up.
ARGH!
once i mention about them i feel like crying.
so so poor thing.
sigh. but those are animals. they don't know what they're doing too i think.
however, this mommy hammy is a very responsible mommy. always make sure she feeds her lil babies.
hee. here are the photos. :)
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
♥m i s s - u n d e r s t o o d♥
this is a MAJOR mistake!hahaha.. there is this girl who keeps tagging in my tagboard.
and gradually we exchanged msn and starting talking via msn
and realised that we got some mutual friends.
she's a really nice person, a nurse and going to get married soon. :D
BUT! hahaha.. she read my last post about friends being "silver plated"
and that i have to fake that i like them alot to entertain them.
she labelled herself as one of 'them'!!
hahahaha.... for goodness sake, NO!
hmm.. let me tell the story about sindy and peggy.
haha. this pretty sindy dear i got was actually a regular customer of applestiz.
ting**(applestiz- chocolate coated gourmet apples store)
and she came with another girl who was from my JC.
so i sort of remembered her.
we knew each other better when i went to buy something online.
she was the seller and we exchanged msn to discuss when to meet, how much etc.
we were total strangers then!
until we started yakking in msn and then came to realise who each other is.
hahaha. it never stopped from then on!
hehehe! i got her to work together with me in applestiz with the other apple-darlings!
we went for a makeover together with her head stucked with leaves and mine with big red flower! ;p
we go ktv together..shop together.. suntan together.. earn money and spend money together.
i always enjoy hanging out with her. hope we'll never drift apart! hee.
so.
there are so so many ways to meet someone who will change your life.
perhaps not in the damm dramatic way,
but you never know that a stranger today might turn out to be someone who will cry and smile with you few years down the road.
ahem. of course i'm not referring to those weirdos in the internet looking for dimwit girls to screw.
haa.
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♥friends♥
hehehehehe!all thanks to rosaline! she introduced me to picasa and i dig the collage function!
so i made up a few collages just before i head on to mugging hard again! keke!!
left to right, down:
sindy dear and me working tgr!, fanny dear and me cranking up while mugging, sokser, fan and i!,
my fave picture with cheewei, bland and i damm long ago - tanning, siaowen n me at applestiz,
the siao siao jazzarelle comm, sexy erica- i miss her!!, and my 4 lovely darlings on my bday!
hahaha.. some narcissistic moments. some of my different hairstyles. and i like the picture with blandina. i think she look great in it! :D
I WANT LONG HAIR!
left to right, down:
me with my slightly longer hair in sw's hostel room, miu and i sellign apples tgr!, i lub miu and twisties!haha, us at dnd, bbq!!, photowhores on e train,
zoo visit! damm fat then lah!, hahaha.. miu's stupid hair - all thanks to me! haha.., this is the famous miumiu face! :)
now i realised that after i started a blog, i've been neglecting my diary.
i had a diary since i was in primary 6. and have always been loyal to it. sigh.
i really shouldn't have.
miu said that i should start writing in my diary again.
at least in there, i can boldly "talk to myself". haha.
i agree.
i seriously think everyone of us should have some time to talk to ourselves.
have you spoke to yourself today?
i miss having fun outside with my friends.
friends are really really great people.
remember those poems we used to exchange while scribbling in autograph books in primary schools?
hahaha..
"when you have new friends,
don't forget the old.
because new friends are silver,
and old friends are gold."
how many golden old friends can we have?
sometimes, new friends aren't even silver.
merely "silver-plated".
i have to admit that there might be a few people whom i'll briefy fake a smile when i see them.
haha.. fucking hypocritical. and don't tell me you haven't done that before!
bah!!!!! lol.
the truth is,
there are just too few people whom you can truly look into their eyes when talking to them.
or still remember what is the sweetest thing he or she has done for you.
(that's if that even ever happened.)
and time factor is such a big threat to these frail friendships.
no i'm not a loner. well, perhaps sometimes i am.
i think i have this split personality thing sometimes.
damm hyper sometimes, and damm loner at the next moment.
hahaha.. i have big problems overcoming myself at times too when i meet people.
no confidence i think.
but life would have been such a whore if not for the few buds i've had on the way.
perhaps some i've already forgotten.
some i've slowly drifted away from.
but i know clearly that if nto for those few people,
i might have just grown into an autistic kid.
hahaha..
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
♥old photos i love! littles things always make my day! :)♥
blogspot sucks.i think i have been uploading pictures for the last half an hour.
and with one click,
i don't know what happened to my blog it just deleted every other photos that were loaded!
ARGH!!!!!!! big fat fark! GRRR!
now i'm only left with these few miserable photos. sigh.!!
this two pictures were taken on my 19th birthday in hostel. those bunch of people are all orientation groupmates! they're a great bunch of people. haha..
but if you see closely, you'll see that i'm actually crying that day. my 19th birthday has got to be the saddest birthday i've ever had. sigh. men men men...
i had a boyfriend of two years odd before i was with miumiu. but in the end, things didn't work out well between us after i came in to university. he was really sweet. but a little too much sometimes. and i felt really suffocated by his protectiveness.
but DAH! what a blessing in disguise, i've found another man who dotes on me just as much but knows how to manage the relationship better.
"if you love someone, you've got to set her free. if she returns in kind, then its meant to be." --- so cliche but so true.
this is pretty nila! i absolutely love her! she's sweet and gentle and definitely someone very real and nice! hee. :D
dennis and i! hehee..
shaosheng, the previous hall king and mee! don't ask where the previous hall queen is. hahaha... miumiu will have fits whenever he hears her name because he detests her alot. lol.
our group, named the mighty jazzarelle! led by my mighty miumiu! haha.. he was chairperson of the following dnd committee. and me? haha.. his little pageant coordinator and personal *ahem* secretary. hahaha..
following up! a play i was involved in during the hostel times again.
2 questions you might ask.
1) how are varsity students ever going to have enough time to study when they're involved in so many farking things? - good question.
2)why is my face so bloody red? hahaha...
and i'm supposed to act her mother. haha. and i was wearing MY mother's o-biang top. what a radiant mommie huh.
this is the first outdoor shoot i had. i was with uberture then. hee. met alot of darn cool people there like yy, cheng ling, daphne, gordon, swyn just to name a few. i think i'm going to have short hair all my life. damm sian.
my photoshoot to get a com card when i was with my first modelling agency. i had a time worse than hell there. sigh. and i look so damm OLDDD here!!! hahaaha.. but good thing heng i look quite rich. haha.!
sigh. actually i love modelling alot. but sometimes the people there really sucks.
seriously!
of course there are really great people around. hmm.. never mind.haha..
my first appearance in the papers, for a good reason. haha.. honestly, i think i look gross.
blogspot refused to let me upload other photos from another assignment. damm.
my first show at communic asia 2 to 3 years ago with claire. she's all sugar! :D
my JC prom
my sweetest roomie. hee.
the first time i met miumiu! was at the orientation camp then. hee. the guy beside me is zhiyong who later became fellow pageant coordinator.
here are my FAT DAYS! hahaha.. check out those bubble cheeks and tree trunk hips!
"chic sensation" time!!
fun experience to try out being an extra on teevee. haha.. fun fun!~
i'm marrying miumiu! going to be mrs miu! hahaa..
an fugly picture miumiu likes alot for godknowswhatreason again. haha..
oh man.. i'm damm tired now. *yawn* sigh.. its going to be another day of mugging once i sleep and open my eyes again. poor thing peggy miu! :""(
must jiayou!! i just love looking at old photos! i love people around me so much! hee. and thanks rosaline for telling me about that program too! just installed it in my com and i'm loving it! "thankew!!" (if you're reading this. hee.)
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL! *muahss*
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