Tuesday, November 22, 2005

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my blardy exams are finally OVER!!!!
hurray! yippeee! weeeeeeee---------!!!!!
sindy dear's exams ended today too!
but no! i'm not ready to go out to spend money yet.
must earn first mah.. hehee..
so i'm going to "smoke" my student again at tuition.
and friday going to perform to earn some money.
looking for some lobangs to pile up more resources for my coming bintan gaigai trip!
hee..
and of course, to make something pretty for dada!

it was mom, mom's best friend, and dada's birthday few days earlier.
mom's celebration was just a mini one at home.
because mom and dad were having a tiff not too long ago,
the atmosphere was kinda weird. sigh. but it still pulled off quite well.
had yummy fresh fish steamboat meal outside together in a rainy evening.
nice.

mommy's best friend's party was held at her huge house.
i din know almost all of mommy's friends were full-time drunkards.
haa. the rack where they put their beverages,
was like 80% alcoholic drinks.
but no i didn't really enjoyed myself there.
although i had a few friends there (mom's friends kids)
but they all brought their "miumius" and their "dadas" along.
so i felt quite lonely.
hahaha..
but my stupid brother had fun running up and down, in the garden,
with the rabbits, with the swings etc.
my time there got more and more miserable as i stayed longer.
mom drinking with her friends in the garden.
and me alone in the living room trying to do some revision
(i ACTUALLY brought work along to a party!!!)
i feel DAMM MISERABLE!
i should have asked miumiu along.
at least we can drink together. and i won't feel so lonely.
hee. (:(:
nevermind, i shall bring him along next time!
selina is a pretty darling i saw there.
she's thai-chinese mixed. so pretty! but a little mischievious!
who would bear to scold this lil angel anyway. :p

it was dada's birthday yesterday.
but no i didn't give him a proper nice pressie.
shame on me right?
because i didn't really had time to go out to shop. plus,
damm broke.
sigh. my parents are having a tiff again now.
and i'm having my exams.
plus i didn't really prepare a gift.
i only gave dada's my precious diary. because i thought its like giving away a part of me.
a little secret no one else have ever been to except for myself.
but apparently, although dada liked the gift,
he seemed quite disappointed too. :""(

sorry daa.....

went over to his place for a lil supper-get-together with his family at night.
because i really didn't want to stay at home.
everyone is screaming at everyone else.
and i really really hate it!!
what is a family when there isn't even respect and trust.
the bare necessity of a blissful family?
i really felt much much better at his place.
at least, for once i felt peace again at "home".
dada was initially at my place with me.
because my last paper is just one day after his birthday
and he insisted that i prepare for it.
and he volunteered to stay at my place to just watch vcd beside me as i mug.
(so sweet, isn't it?)
and the mood yesterday was terrible.
SOOOOO!!!
i've decided to make something really really kickass for my dear.
not for birthday, not for christmas,
but just in the name of love!
(hahaha.. never give nice bday gift still dare to say until like that)
:p
































left to right, down:
bro n mom on mommy's bday, mom's 46th, brother!!
selina pretty baby! (: , mommy at her friend's party, mom and her buddy,
mugging at party - disgusting, halfdeadhalfasleep me, miu and heng!







today was great though!
had a filling meal at pasta mania.
we just lurve lurve lurve pasta!
but.. sigh. didn't manage to catch "exorcism of emily rose"
dada has been dying to watch that show.
heard tt its a pretty good film too.
and it haunts sok ser like crazy because she stayed in hostel
and that story happened in a hostel.
hahahahaha...!! poor girl.
luckily i moved out. if not i won't dare to watch it!!! *oppsie*
i had a great day today!
although it has been raining day and night. i felt wonderful beside daa.!
we appeared like glue today!
haha.. STICK together one. wehehe..
will stick together for a long long time. yup!

to end off this entry, here's this adorable baby!!
my friend's niece. she's so so so adorable.
her name is matisse! so darn cutie pie!!! *miuuuu*



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