i made a pretty collage of our photos for miumiu and hung it in his room
hiak hiak hiak!
PRETTY? :*)

miumiu is busy with his army open house thingy
and he hardly has time for me these days.
so i had to steal his cardigan so that i can imagine walking around in his "hugs".
LOL.

i really loved this cardigan of his!
and i gave it a girly touch with a few pins too! :)
and i'm bringing grouchy headband back too.
woots.

all the preparations is for the big event of meeting missy chua liying today!
i haven't seen her for ages after she left for canada.
and i'm so glad i managed to drag myself out of my cosy shed!
it has been a rainy afternoon and all,
i am so proud of getting my big fat ass out of my house to head down to town
in kinokuniya to STUDY for a good 2 hours before meeting liying!

*3 cheers for pegs*

yay!

before meeting liying, i was quite panicky at first.
i was afraid that we would have a communication breakdown or smtg
since we haven't met for soooooooooo long.
BUT HELL NO!
she is such a honey to be with!
and i really miss all that hanging out together during the new face days!

us acting like retards. haha!

AND I REALLY ♥ THIS PICTURE!
cuteness!!!

it is such a pleasant coincidence that liying and i were both wearing similar stuff
like cardigans, ballet flats, red nails, slack comfy bags!
great and cute minds think alike!
true indeed!
*winks*

i bought a bangle today too!
and it is not very expensive lah.
hehehe!
*giggles away*

♥ my new pretty bangle ♥
it says,
"love - a passionate feeling of affection for another person"
hmm.. why does it sounds like how i feel for someone?
hehehehe!

it is friday tomorrow!!!
yippeees!
other than the appointment i have with my professor tomorrow,
i'll also be meeting up with sindy dear and jawslyn dear!
*beams*
i haven't seen sindy dear for so long!
at this very moment, she must be somewhere in the skies flying flying.
and she's gonna be back tomorrow afternoon!
i really hope to see her really soon!

:*)

and dear liying, quick quick go pack your luggage ok?
so that you'll have time to go cafe del mar with me on saturday if the weather permits!

at times, you would feel like that man is the one you want to marry.
and at other times, you wished you hadn't meet him.

i'm sure you have heard this analogy many many times:-
you put a black dot on a piece of paper and ask others what they see,
everyone would surely say a black dot,
not that other parts of paper which is still clean.

it is just like how a flaw would always find a way to amplify itself,
and make us forget about all the other reasons to pardon that small mistake.

a friend of mine had a bad tiff with his girlfriend and he came to me for advice.
i could see that he was really upset about it as well.
and it reminded me of the times when was at loggerheads with miumiu.
at that point of time when all that rage unfurls within you,
all the goodness in the relationship would somehow cease to exist.
but fortunately, we have learnt to step back
and rethink about how different things are going to be if we give up on this relationship.

i have given up on our relationship before.
and i believe there were certain points of time when miumiu did as well.
i seriously thought i'm gonna be better off without him.
but as i look at the old pictures we took together,
when i hear that familiar tune we use to hum together,
or when everything around me seems to remind me of him,
it will all come surging back to me.
forcing me to admit that i wouldn't be as happy without him.
and i'm glad i gave in and continued with my journey with him.

there are times when you would feel like giving up.
i don't know if my friend's girlfriend would read this blog entry.
but if you are also caught in this same situation and you feel like giving up,
ask yourself -
who is the first person you wanna text when you wake up?
and when something big happens, who is the first one you want to inform?
it is easy to give up.
but why would you wanna give up when it just takes something much simpler
such as compromising and accepting.
and it will definitely make your relationship a stronger one.

don't give up on it baby.

i haven't been to school for the last 3 days of this week.
other than monday which is a free day for me,
i haven't been a good student at all.
but well, tuesday is my anniversary with dada miu.
hmm... it is quite a valid reason to skip school for this annual event right?
so on the whole, i only skipped school for a day.

well, i'm really good at finding excuses for myself.
ahem.

i caught "ratatouille" with miumiu today!
not exactly 5 stars kind of flick,
but i'd say it has satisfied the child in me. :*)
miumiu is going to be busy busy as a bee working at the SAF Open House
for the next 5 days.
it is equivalent to more than 12 hours of sweat everyday.

poor dada miu! *hugs*

i'm poor thing too.
no love from my busy boyfriend for the next 5 days.
fortunately i have my darling girlfriends!
i'll be having a date with my beloved sindy dear on friday!
and seeing liying again tomorrow before she heads back to canada again.
*beams*
i bumped into cheewei few days ago on the train as well.
and i have to admit that i have missed him!
he has been a terribly good friend to me.
and i really think we have alot of catching up to do.
i want to go cafe del mar too!
i love that place to the core!
WOOTS!
it rocks so hard! :) :) :)

aye aye aye!
it's time to do some catching up with my friends this weekend!
and make sure i keep up with schoolwork of course!
*winks*

goodnight earthlings!

i went to watch soccer with miumiu on sunday night!
i'm a soccer girlfriend wannabe. hahaha.

my cheeks look like a hamster's!
hehehe!

nothing much to report actually.
i just wanna share this photo of miumiu's twin being squashed at the back of tim's office van!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

my dearest dimpled jason yeo weihong called me all the way from switzerland
to tell me i'm on yahoo.com
LAUGH OUT LOUD

but you know, it was really nice to hear your voice jason!
:*)

i thought i should share the print screen with everyone else since you
painstakingly called using skype and we had to talk with 5 seconds lag time.
HAHA! you're really sugary sweet dimple dude!

take good care over there aite? :)

i went zouk with jawslyn, rossie and roy last night.
and we all got to go in for free.
rocks.

we spent most of the time chilling at winebar!
and it's so so so nice talking to rossie and roy.
they're getting married next month!
and they're making me wanna get married too!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
*hint*
okay, i'm kidding wokays?
and i'm so excited to be one of the "sisters" at rossie's wedding!!!
it's my first time being a "sister"!
woots!
but i'm feeling old already!
like reminding me that my age number starts with a "2" now.

i REALLY think they look uber compatible!
*weets*

it was a pity sindy dear didn't get to join us because she wasn't feeling well.
lianie, shiyin and fanny dears too.
:(
next time wokays?

"I WANT KTV!"

here's me and my gorgeous girlfriends.

i saw a few friends there too!

JOANNE!!!! who just reached singapore 1 month ago!
weeee! i'm so happy to see you again dear girl! :)

gorgeous gorgeous julin
yuan kai

yu da

and ken as well!woots!
i love friday nights out with my honey coated friends.
cheap and good. hahahahaha. totally rocks.

it is my 3rd anniversary with miumiu on tuesday!
how time flies!
it has been three years already!
okay, i'm really going to plan a kickass pressie for him.
cheap and good (just like phuture friday nights!)

WATCH OUT, MIU!
someone's gonna getta hurt real bad~
*love you*
hehehe!

HEY woman with indian bud,

be honoured. this post is for you.

i feel annoyed, insulted and bewildered when you called me shameless!
you crazy person, i just thought it's FUNNY about having a pathetic $5 in my bank account!
IS THERE A PROBLEM WITH THAT?!
anyone who asks for money is shameless ah?
you sure about that?

can't you see the "hahahahahahahahaha!" under the sentence when i ask for donations!
can't you see that i'm bloody kidding!

*BREATHES*

i'm sorry i sound extremely negative.
i'm already in a foul mood and you made it worse!

AND congratulations, you have successfully pissed me off.

yes your eyes are not playing tricks on you.
i have S$5.45 left in my bank account.
so folks who wants to ask me out to have buffets, high tea, manicures,

please spare me for now.

friends, fiends, fans whoever,
if you would like to make a small donation of any amount to
SAVE-STARVING-PEGGY-FUNDS
please do a transfer to the account number as stated in the receipt above.
hahahahahahaha!

thank you for your kindness.

xoxo

anyway, i've been deprived of good shopping for a very long time!
but i have to add that my miumiu have been fabulously fabulous
to lend me money to shop at zouk's flea market.
hahaha.
URGH! GIMME MY SALARY BEFORE I STARVE TO DEATH!!!!

Everyday I love you less and less
It's clear to see that you've become obsessed
I've got to get this message to the press
That everyday I love you less and less
And everyday I love you less and less
I've got to get this feeling off my chest
The Doctor says all I needs pills and rest
Since everyday I love you less and less
Unless, unless
I know, I feel it in my bones
I'm sick, I'm tired of staying in control
Oh yes, I feel a rat upon a wheel
i've got to know what's not and what's real
Oh yes I'm stressed, I'm sorry I digressed
Impressed you're dressed to SOS
Oh, and my parents love me
Oh, and my girlfriend loves me
Everyday I love you less and less
I can't believe once you and me did sex
It makes me sick to think of you undressed
Since everyday I love you less and less
And everyday I love you less and less
You're turning into something I detest
And everybody says that your a mess
Since everyday I love you less and less
Unless, unless
I know, I feel it in my bones
I'm sick, I'm tired of staying in control
Oh yes, I feel a rat upon a wheel
I've got to know what's not and what is real
Oh yes I'm stressed, I'm sorry I digressed
Impressed you're dressed to SOS
Oh, and my parents love me
Oh, and my girlfriend loves me
Oh, they keep photos of me
Oh, thats enough love for me
Oh, and my parents love me
Oh, and my girlfriend loves me
Oh, they keep photos of me
Oh, thats enough love for me

THIS SONG ROCKS MY PANTS!

i had the privilege of taking a cab to school today,
courtesy of miumiu cat. hehehehe!
i had to wait for him until 3am last night because he had night firing to do
AND HE STINKS SO BADLY!
cooked him noodles and all.
so it is his responsibility to make my journey to school more enjoyable.
HAHAHAHA!
yay.

fatness.
i think i really look like a dumpling now.
but actually, i'm big fat and happy.
so yeah. happiness is the key! :*)

i got bored in the cab and took pictures of what i had in my bag.
hahahaha.
i thought the colors were quite pretty, that's why.
teehehe!

in my comfy black bag, we have....
bright yellow shades case from topshop (pressie from shiyin dear)
transparent pencilcase with little treasures like lip balm and hand lotion
pink organiser
rainbow coloured handphone pouch
strawberry pouch for the camera
my purse (pressie from miumiu)
and my pink waterbottle (pressie from miumiu)

is there anything that you cannot live without?
as for me, i think i can survive without ANYTHING.
except money of course! or i'll have to walk home!
i'm a very very sotong person.
i've left home without my phone, or wallet before
and i still made it home at the end of the day.
so yea.
hahahahaha.

okay, i got really random up there.
today liqin came over to my school to accompany me for lunch
and get his keys back from me.
he was really forgetful that day after zouk!
left his keys in my bag!
but yea!
welcome to stinky NTU for lunch
:*)

i went to meet my FYP professor in the evening today
and it was indeed a nerve wrecking and stressful session.
i thought that i have prepared myself well enough for a bombardment session
but MAN I WAS SO WRONG!
i think i better buck up and be proactive or i'll be so dead.
MIUMIU, can you pass me some first class power please?

*spasm*

1. being able to play guitar really well
2. having my own mannequin
3. to own 100 bangles
4. seeing my boyfriend every morning when i wake up
5. having a life size hello kitty plush toy
6. having my own dog
7. having a daughter
8. armani white perfume
9. being able to toast and bake on the beach every weekend
10. speak french like a french
11. speak japanese like a japanese
12. speak cantonese like a cantonese
13. able to sing like alicia keys
14. scoring straight As this semester
15. scoring straight Bs ain't too bad too
16. kissing ashton kutcher
17. having well done manicure 24/7
18. having a diamond ring (wahh)
19. go france
20. cook my favourite mee hoon kway
21. play the piano
22. to own a guitar
23. kick my ex modelling agency booker's gay ass
24. to have long hair for me to cut
25. to rollerblade like a pro
26. to be able to swim (urgh)
27. to exercise and hopefully run a half marathon someday (daydream)
28. to see my grandpap again
29. to see takeshi kaneshiro
30. to possess a super power
31. to live a day like amelie poulain
32. to have a time machine
33. sing a duet with jay chou
34. ace my FYP
35. have my private chauffeur
36. to own really pretty looking feet
37. to have armpits that will never be stubbly
38. to have grandma forever
39. not to vomit ever again for the rest of my life
40. to have orgasms like a pig
41. whiter teeth
42. smaller face
43. higher nose bridge
44. to see real snow
45. to have extra syrup for my pancakes
46. to have jacket when i'm cold in the library
47. no one is around when i slip and fall
48. to have the radio play my favourite song
49. to watch amelie again
50. to memorise that chinese poem my teacher asked me to
51. seeing rosaline have her first baby
52. to go bangkok and shop like a mad woman again
53. know that class is cancelled on a rainy morning
54. to play frisbee really well
55. to have another tattooo
56. to always win arguements
57. to forgive and forget always
58. to be one of the desperate housewives
59. to retrieve that pink bunny soft toy i had when i was a kid
60. to be 5cm taller
61. to have slimmer fingers
62. get a driver's and biker's licence
63. tan naked
64. take pictures in a photo booth
65. go commando without anyone knowing
66. to have maroon and white walls in my room
67. to have fried mars bars now
68. to own a vespa
69. to have company in school
70. to be able to play the harmonica
71. to travel the world
72. to have white roses in my room everyday
73. to fly around with brandon routh
74. to see how my future kids will look like
75. never grow fat
76. have surprises from my boyfriend
77. receiving handwritten snail mails
78. to own that hat from fourskin
79. watch "love me if you dare"
80. have extra atap seeds in my ice kacang
81. own a pair of bright yellow killer patent heels
82. catch the phantom musical
83. to backpack
84. buy a black vast
85. cut my own album
86. dance like jessica alba on honey
87. hang out at the beach
88. champagne and lots of champagne
89. dresses with big pockets
90. to witness a thaipusam ceremony
91. a visit to the museum
92. being the first to grab new issues of CLEO
93. asking my brother to run errands for me
94. finding something i thought i have lost
95. to miraculously love studying again
96. to have long and pretty lashes
97. take a picture with the eiffel tower
98. to have miumiu scratch my back in the mornings
99. long hot baths
100. to go shopping with nicole richie

its another monday at home!

and i realised that it has been quite some time since i last updated my blog.
so here i am again, doing what i love the most - blogging!

i went to zouk flea and easy yesterday!
and it was an eye opener indeed!
i've never seen zouk filled with people selling stuff before.
and i'd dare say that the stuff sold there are of certain calibre.
i stole a few treasures as well.
and thank you dennis ng for your company!
:*)

it was a pity that miumiu cat wasn't free yesterday to accompany me.
i bet he would surely like it at the flea market yesterday!
boohoo.
that poor cat has to be in camp because he was on duty!
*pat pat*
don't worry cat! we'll be seeing each other again on tuesday aye aye?
:)

i dug out a few old pictures of us!
some of which weren't posted on the blog before.
i hope i spread some love here!
hehehehe!!!

this was taken recently - after i had my teeth whitened

this was 2 days before miumiu went europe

on his convocation day

the night before he left

when i accompanied him to collect his convo gown

"monkey" years ago...

after my swimwear shoot for MSU

after xuanwei's party

at zouk

when i helped celebrate his 24th birthday in school canteen

miumiu accompanied me to do the chemical peel too!

our signature "CHU!"

miumiu has been with me for almost 3 years.
and on the 28th this month, it is going to be officially 3 years!
and this blog sort of got the whole history between us in words.
(except for my short stint at wordpress of course)
but all in all,
i am glad i had a blog to remind myself of how much we have been through.
it wasn't easy at all.

it is easy to fall in love.
but it is so hard to stay in love.

i won't wanna cut another guy's toenails!

thanks for always being there for me in rain or shine.

xoxo

i found another photo taken duing the MSU days!
and it is SO CUTE!
wuhuhuhu!

yiming, xuemei, eunice, celest, dionne and me.
the macho girls.
hahaha!

i feel like watching amelie again!
i love amelie! wooooooo~
i secretly want to be amelie.

i ♥ pampering lazy afternoons