Sunday, June 25, 2006
♥crestfallen♥
i feel lousy.
in every aspect of life.
i feel alone. and despondent. and forsaken.
i feel ashamed. and nonchalent. and guilty.
i feel like a burden.
i feel weak and hopeless.
i feel crestfallen.
there is so much that i would love to do and so little that i'm willing to give in.
i don't know how to tell you how i feel because i don't know what i want exactly.
i feel lost and lonely.
i feel stressful and afraid.
i beg to differ but have no courage to step away.
i dare not hate. i dare not love.
i think i don't understand.
i want to be left alone.