Saturday, January 21, 2006
♥pegs burped before bed♥
just returned home from memoirs of a geisha.
good show. :)
but i still prefer the book.
somehow, i think that reading gives one more room for imagination.
like when the book is describing how a certain person looks like,
we can formulate his sketch in our heads.
and that man may look different to everyone who has read the book.
but if you watch a movie, that man can only look like what you see, sound like how you hear.
it kills all the imagination.
but its a pity that i'm lazy.
i perhaps need 1 week to know a story if i read.
but if someone else read it and turned it into a movie, it'll only take me 2 hours to know that story.
it is either time or room to explore. i choose the former.
miumiu went home after sending me home.
i really really miss him.
if only we were neighbours.
wishful thinking, isn't it?
when you are 20 and someone tells you that he wants to marry you,
will you buy it?
the world is filled with so much uncertainties.
the man whom you once loved, could be dating your best friend the next moment.
so when miumiu told me that we should start saving up for marriage now,
i was both thrilled and anxious.
we're still so young now.
will things change in future?
i was thrilled..because of obvious reasons.
and i was anxious simply because i fear that what if
things didn't go as we wanted it to be?
will we be happy together?
will he give up the remote control to me in future?
will i have turn into a part time maid in a home with no love?
what if we had a kid, will my kid be healthy?
when we were still preparing ourselves, will he change? or will i?
and as i pondered longer, i thought, fuck it.
we love each other now.
its all that matters.
and we don't mind buying less clothes to save a little more.
we don't mind drinking green tea instead of perrier.
we choose to visit the coffee shop instead of the food court.
and the food court instead of the restaurants.
we choose to be with each other.
as far as i know, i'm happy with how things are going for us.
except.
if only i can keep him in my pocket...
:'(
greedy pegs. and its so fucking mushy.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
i am so in love.
i think this love gave me 2 huge pimples.
