Saturday, January 14, 2006

♥argh♥

i just feel like shit.
i know i shouldn't even be harping about my problems on my blog.
but its just really sickening.
i think i cause all my problems.
its like, all the problems i have originates from myself, my doings whatsoever.

it really sucks trying to fix relationship problems sometimes.
not always on the lovey dovey kind though.
friendships, work, families, or even strangers at times.
you have to make sure that you're emanating the right kind of attitude,
giving the positive kind of impression.
and it is such a chore.

we don't even have the time to think for ourselves already.
now, we got other relation problems to ponder upon.

how exhausting a process that can be!
especially for someone who can't really handle things as well.
like me.

growing up is such a terrible thing to happen.
are inevitable things all so torturing?


i think i'm very much made up of two peggys:
one of which is a cheerful, outspoken, gutsy, showy and stubborn girl
and another peggy being self conscious, inconfident, paranoid, frustrated and lethargic.
i'm probably one of those hyprocrites out there.
that's what i think.
not so much of being a back stabber or anything.
but i think i'm not behaving like what i actually am.
fake, isn't it.

well, i think we all are.
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