Saturday, October 01, 2005

♥bleh..♥




















-here's zzx when he accompanied me to pierce my tongue 3 days ago. he's gg to be enlisted soon. gonna miss him! T_T








































-a rose miu bought for me while we were studying today. haha.. he told me he was going to the toilet! but went to buy me this pretty champagne rose. he deserves a kiss! *muah*




































-and for huiling who keeps asking for pictures. i took some just for you just now.
*ahem* your face "big" ok. haha..





































-my tongue looks really gross and filthy now. and trust me, you won't wanna put your nose too close to my mouth when speaking to me these few days. shiiit.






























-me kissing dada's rose!! weeeeetttt---!!! and i really hate my complexion! just what the hell is wrong with my face! URGH!!!!







watched "wait til you're older" starring andy lau earlier. its nice! not like "FUCKING GOOD % STARS SHOW", but its really heartwarming and nice. andy lau's really good. to think his skin can still look so shingshing and good with that THIICCCCCK makeup! i salute his professionalism and he's really drop dead charmming. swept sindy dear off her feet. and just swept me off too. haha.
matured men are really attractive. haha.
and its the first time i saw shaowei cry! haha.. ok, i shouldn't add the "haha".
i know how most men think about only girly girls cry during sad movies.
but com'on. sw is human too. and i'm glad he cried to the show.
means he still got some humanity. haha.. anyway, do catch the show if u love flicks where u'd feel more loved after watching. :)

just now i asked sw if he'll still accept me if he finds out tt i was actually i transvestite like..5 years or so after we were together. and he gave the"wrong" answer. haha.
he said he cannot accept the fact that i USED to be a man. and probably will have to leave me.
oh man. to be honest, i was kinda disappointed when i heard the answer.
its like, (i know it sounds crazy) but we've been together for so long and just because i USED to be a man you wouldn't wanna be with me?
i know everybody has some limit to what they can accept regarding homosexuality, lesbianism, sex-change blah blah.. but if i were to find out that sw was actually a woman like a decade ago, i will still love him the same way i do now.
but he'd better be a pretty woman. lol. kidding.
chey. i shouldn't be spending my time revising instead of thinking of such weird questions.
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