Wednesday, August 03, 2005

♥i fEEL LOUSY!♥

i seriously need to head home for a break!


staying in hall any longer is going to drive me to the wall...
i am getting worried over everything in the world!
think about dnd stuff, sponsers, school, my hammies, moving out of hall!
everything seems so saddening!
i think i really have a problem with handling stress.
i just feel so so wrecked up. so in a total mess!
my timetables everything..
and my biological clock seems to have returned
to how it was last semester.
and i hate it!!!!!!


i hate myself to sleeping so much. waking up so late.
i know it may sounds absurd to hate oneself because one sleeps so much.
but that is precisely how i am feeling now!

just now i was still sort of scolded by mok because i missed my makeup lab session..

i really don't mean to...

but i really really don't wanna head into the lab and apologise for being an hour late!


every sms i receive on my phone now
is something to do with schoolwork, or dnd stuff.
and i lack self discipline in doing my stuff.
i've really been trying very hard to keep up in my school work already
i really really did try to listen in lectuers and tutorials.
i did my tutorials. and i tried to listen in lectures.
but i just can't cross the barrier of getting outta bed earlier.
and getting into bed earlier!


i don't who i should blame.
serves me right for doing my stuff till so late every night.
my head is spinning and spinning.


i hate everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i can't stop thinking about what is going to happen next.. what have i not done.

what is fucking wrong with me!!!

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